Hmmm...

Sometimes I look into Ian's eyes and I see the wisdom of the universe and the smile of one who has this knowledge and isn't telling. I know he's not supposed to be very cognizant at this age but I don't know if I believe it. Ian has a very mellow soul and mostly this has made it pretty easy for Aaron and I to adapt, mostly... The last couple of days he's been kinda fussy. He'll be hungry but not willing to breastfeed and/or tired but not able to sleep. I don't know if it is something I have been eating - maybe too much sugar?? It's too bad he couldn't just instant message me even if he can't talk. :-) Aaron and I are learning. Mostly it's a trial and error thing, and sometimes we find something that works and the next time it is unacceptable. Again I sound like I am complaining. I don't mean to be. 95% of the time this little guy is awesome. It's only in the evenings, like from 8 to 1 or 2 that he gets ornery. The last two nights he has feed for multiple hours pretty much continuous until we break down and give him some of the stash out of the fridge cause Mom can't take it anymore. I'm not sure what this is about. I produce enough milk for him the rest of the day. Maybe he's trying to stock up for the night. Who knows! I do know that all of this is temporary including all the good stuff so I am really glad I took that incomplete. I am now caught up with school work (except one exam) and can enjoy just hanging out with Ian and trying to absorb his wisdom.